diary
7/5/25 11:40AM
working on the site again looking at work & thinking ... i need to change my cover arts from 2021-2023 with AI covers asap . ai was so fun then when it was just crazy bad weird looking art and not like the End Of Art & the future of weapons of war or whatever . artbreeder was so sick . maybe ill make a secret little page on here to archive the covers after theyre changed. if i do ill link it Here . i also just added a page to archive all my work for bluekeys & for truestep since those are both over now & the bluekeys website isnt up anymore . lots of stuff to put there thats going to be a project
7/4/25 3:39PM
im djing later today at new guild for my buddys birthday & djing guad market june20th & RadiumGirls djing july18th for scissorhouse finale/my birthday Im Stoked havent djed in so long thought i was washed thought it was over thought i should hang up the flx4 but Im back Up . 100000 ukg remixes summer . kyle chase asked me to remix assumptions by sam gellaitry a few weeks ago cause he was opening for sam & i did & i was super proud of it & he played it & it was badass . this is me bragging . big ups kyle very surreal he likes my music . things can be okay
6/25/25 3:34AM
(originally written a month or so ago)
the new method:
--grapefruit juice
--stay up late + several mile aimless walk @ sunrise + 8am bagel + asleep by 9am
--adderall & malnourishment
--coded messages in everything
--1 or 4 meals a day
--3 or 12 hours of sleep
--tart cherry juice
--voice memo all the time
--friends with the Enemy
--hot dogs
--throw away yr parking tickets
editors note: the method has since changed . slightly . much of this list remains thoughj
6/25/25 3:27AM
hi . just added this section to the site . dont 100 % know what this will be yet but been thinking about more stream–of–consciousness & personal sort of writings & i dont want to use twitter or anything like that for this so i think things like that will live here . + i dont think anybody will ever look at this page so there is a safety in that . im not proofreading any of this . also very inspired by Mira Joyce ’s site for this section . very inspired by mira joyce all the time forever . been brewing up several Favorite ___ of All Time lists and i think ill put them here . fav songs fav albums etc .
been listening to a lot recently: --Arthur Russell (notably Planted A Thought, I Couldn’t Say It To Your Face, What It’s Like (ive only heard one of his albums in full lol but im listening to another #RN) --Sadness As A Gift (& a lot more adrianne, a lot of the recent live album & a lot from Bright Future . she really really really is the best to ever do it . the best ever --GUIDE DOG by quadeca . been working on a piano cover of this was practicing that today . i remember when the song came out and i was like Yeah this is cool & then i never listened to it again . remembered it yesterday and something about it clicked a lot for me & its been really speaking to me . i wanna be your guide dog!!!!! --oklou remix album --lots of mkgee live sets & blood orange & alex g as always
been working on my zine a lot thatll be done soon . the actual design of it is like 98% done . printing/binding is going to be tedious
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